love is our resistance, love is our resistance. they keep us apart and they won’t stop breaking us down

it could be wrong (though)

here is where we BOTH go wrong

it didn’t end on a bright note tonight. maybe i AM falling for her. i dunno. but right now i think i’m just scared. yknow, they say that fear is the heart of love? i guess it’s true. can we turn the pages from left to right and start all over again?

i am scared. wuss.

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anyway my brother saw the ‘to write love on her arms’ sticker on my mb today and he went.. “come abang, i write love on your arm” and then he took a pen and he drew a <3 on my left arm. GMH worthy!

mm

last night some bitch who’s turning 30 with a mind of a prepubescent teenage girl thought i was referring to her on my fb status when it wasn’t about her at all. the worse thing is, that female dog told me to shut up and grow up, and called me a ’small boi’. and she told me to do some soul searching.

what the fuck?

at the point of time i really felt like screwing her (already) fugly face into a pile of shit. and i wanted to type out every single vulgarties, even those hokkien ones, as a reply. but knowing that i come from a totally different background compared to her, i wouldn’t want to stoop to her level.

i don’t know what she wants from me, but i know i could do without these kinda people in my life. i can’t change the fact that she’s blood related to me, i can’t change the fact that she’s my aunt’s daughter. but im sure that from now onwards, i won’t acknowledge her as my cousin. the past few years, she has never been any help to my family. she’ll only approach my family on her knees when she needs help. and if she ever does that again, i’ll shove my foot down her throat. fuckin’ pest.

on a different note..

1.2 is ending soon, fuck yeeeeah!! i can’t wait to submit all my projects and assignments, and to get over and done with all the presentations. then i’ll start working on the clients’ projects and achieve some personal.. goals?

ha ha despite all these projects which is sucking the life out of me, i’m a happy kid for so many reasons. but i’m not exactly looking forward to turning a year older.

anyway, best of luck everyone! we’re halfway there and it’s all on us! make it or break it guys. a long holiday coming in a few weeks

after countless assignments and projects..

haiii

i don’t really know if anyone’s been in my situation before, and i don’t know if you’ll understand the way i feel right now. no, it’s not about my love life. it’s about my extended (fucking) family.

sometimes i think these adults are the most immature twats on earth. some of them are big time hypocrites and liars. some of them are just.. immature. i don’t know what the fuck they want from me, and my family. they pick on the smallest things.

i can take whatever they say about me. they say that im arrogant, they say that i’m an unfaithful kid who doesn’t acknowledge his grandmother/ancestor’s existence. they think that i’ve forgotten where i came from.

and i kept quiet. i pretend that i didn’t care.

but they’re starting to diss my family now. i swear to god we didn’t do anything to offend them. i don’t know what the fuck do they want from us. i don’t know what the fuck has gotten into their heads.

i’m just waiting for them to talk shit about my family in my face. i may not spend much time with my family but i they mean everything to me.

i won’t hesitate to hurt anyone who talks shit about my family. i will kill you if i have to. mark my fucking words you fuckers.

sweet#hart

and i know we all get scared

(you guys should follow me on cmmnlifechmstry.tumblr.com, i post some of
my work there. and reblog stuffs that inspires me. thx)

Hazoo Rule

thank god for weekends

this weekend might not be as interesting due to all the pending projects but at least i dont have to worry about waking up on time to go to school. dane is over at my place, we did some shooting to change the last scene of our video cause apparently the message isn’t clear enough but some faggot of a guy at the office didnt give us the right firewire cable for the camera.

so right now it’s close to five in the morning and dane fell asleep while chatting with ~someone~ on msn, again. i’ve got pictures as proof i can’t wait for projects/presentations to be over so that i could start working on our clients’ projects. i can’t wait to build a personal portfolio site too. things are definitely going well for me so far.

one a different note. i can honestly say that i’ve met someone whom i will not forget this year. it’s too early to say that i’ve met autumn but i’m enjoying every single bit of it. she’s definitely different from any other person but i’m not saying that’s she’s special.. just yet.

hell yeah to 2010!

listen with an open mind

b a m f

you know i am kinda busy when i don’t update my blog every day, ha ha. anyway i stayed up the whole night to complete cmsk two days ago and i swear to god i would never want to stay up the whole night just to complete a project or assignment cause it makes you feel like shit.

surprise surprise i’m actually working on ANP now cause im waiting for my hair to dry cause i haven’t washed it for… a couple of days. parents are away till sunday and i have the whole house to myself. 2:36am and i am dead sleepy.

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“2:25 AM
FUCK U??? U WERE BATHING
2:25 AM
WHILE I WAS SCREAMING MY FUKING VAGINA OFF“

HAHAHA